drivenhearted:

I know you’ve been hurt by someone else. I can tell by the way you carry yourself. If you let me, here’s what I’ll do, I’ll take care of you.

I really need to stop wasting valuable time and get this room completely reorganized. it’s time i get rid of the useless shit i have so i can make more open space. i have so much furniture and clothes my room looks super tiny. well, time to clean now :)

I strongly believe i will never be truly happy here. before, i never had to worry about being judge or looked at funny. i always feel like this whenever i’m out in public. yeah i could ignore it, but i still feel like all eyes are on me - i don’t feel comfortable here. if i have the opportunity to leave and go back to california and attend college there, i will take it. even if it means i’ll be away from my parents and sister for a while. i know it will be difficult without my parents helping me step by step with everything, but that’s a part of growing up. it’s what I want.

Well this sucks, my mom had to restart the entire computer and erase all of the files and pictures saved. goodbye millions of pictures! fresh start i guess?